Current mood:

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Back On Task (sorta kinda maybe)
This break has been, well, a test in lethargy. Honestly, one of these days, I'm just not even gonna roll out of bed. What happened? I mean, at school, I'm half dressed before I even wake up. Now its taking me an hour just to roll out of bed. If you want to psychoanalyze me, I'm not depressed, just bored. I mean, seriously, just because a person doesn't want to leave their bed doesn't mean they're suffering mental breakdown, it can honestly just mean there's no motivation. That's it, I'm lacking motivation.

Actually, nix that.

I have motivation. My motivation is to get back into shape. Which, subsequently, also means getting my ass off the couch. Now, last year this was not a problem. I had a horse to ride, I had a schedule, I had a plan. This yearrrrr, none of the above. I don't have the money to do more than a lesson a week (I cancelled my lesson for tomorrow... the weather is supposed to be amazingly beautiful, but I just can't afford that kinda dent in my bank account... oh well.) I'm hoping my season doesn't suffer because of my lack of practice. I'm thinking I'll be okay tho... hopefully. Honestly, I'm not worried about my flat work, but my jumping is still... well, sucking. How did it used to be so easy? Was it ever easy? or of good form? ::sigh:: Must let go, must take life as it comes.

If this post seems a little long and rambling, its because it is. Actually, I wouldn't really be posting except that I'm trying to get back to my school sleep patter... which means going to bed at 1:30 and waking up at or before 7 am... how the hell do I pull this off?? Its not really the staying up late that's the problem, its the waking up in the morning. Oh man, its sooo much easier to wake up in the morning when you don't have to face traffic. Driving Dad to work at 7:30 going down 141 is... not fun.

Oh, and since I haven't commented at all on Project Runway thus far, here's my quickie thoughts...

-Santino is an embellished asshole. Yes, I would wear the dress he made for Nicky Hilton... but he's still an asshole.
-I am maaaaaaaad in love with Daniel Vosovic. Like, seriously, he's frickin adoooooorable. Kinda has the emo kid look going, but I can forgive him because he's just so damn hot. I hope he wins. He just won the Banana Republic challenge and I seeeeriously want to buy the dress he made. 'Nuff said.
-Marla. Oh Marla. You are living proof that Allentown is not New York City. But I commend you and still want to stalk down your shop. It might be 'Sage'. ...I'm gonna look into that.
-I'm glad Daniel Franco came back so I could admire his nose. I liked his Barbie dress, but it held a striking resemblance to the dress he made with that girl on "How do I look?". Like, way way too striking.

That's it. I need other entertainment.