Current mood:	accomplished
Current music:	"Tank!" -Cowboy Bebop

A trip down memory lane (aka what ever happened to Hootie??)
Reason 11,529 I shouldn't have coffee past, um, ever: I will not be sleeping tonight. Probably at all.

But, in coffee's defense. I did clean out my left side closet (you know, the one that's hidden behind my bed). All I can say is wow. I mean, effin wow. First of all, how the hell did I end up with so much crap??? I mean, there must be hundreds of dollars of just dumb shit in there.

Aside from that tho, there's another thought that struck me. For being 19 years old, I've done a lot of stuff. Honestly, if you ever want to see who you used to be or remember what you've done, just search through your closet. Some stuff was good stuff. I probably have at least 5-10 lbs of letters friends and fam have sent me at camp. Of course, this made me think a second. I mean, where are all those people now? I found a letter from my old camper, Hootie (yes, we called her Hootie. it was a reference to her stuffed owl) Where is Hootie now??? She's gotta be, like, 15 years old now. That's just really really weird to realize.

Anyway, not everything I found was necessarily inspiring. Looking through a lot of my crap made me realize what an emo kid I was in high school. I've got a whole crate of sketch books (ok, now some were from when I was in elementary school) and notebooks filled with bad emo poetry. I mean, like really really bad. Oh, and let's not forget the endless supply of notebook covers covered in quotes and song quotes, all of which are pretty damn depressing. Oh well, at least I can see how far I've come.

Oh damn you coffee. Damn you and your delicious caffination.